Here I am again. Today with the help of someone, I decided to write a poem explaining about why I am too protective of myself. Maybe, I'll print it out and show it to Carlos and the others.

I haven't updated this site in a long time. Heh. Well, I'll pray that Emmanuel doesn't find it. But errr........HE GETS ME SO DAMN FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really gotta take my anger out on something now. Shit...
I'd take a bullet for any of the Chris's (even if some of them don't deserve it) to just make him leave me alone!!! He won't stop even if I tell him to.
 
Change the subject. I had a really weird dream, again related to FF and KH. Everyone in the class of '06 went to Salesian.
Emmanuel was trying to ask me out. But I kept on saying "no" like always.
Then, a machina/machine appeared out of nowhere. It was the Vegnagun from  FFX-2.

Al the girls except for me and Jasmine ran. Most of the guys except Rory, Carlos, Miguel, Chris E, Chris M. and Emmanuel ran with them.
All of us fought against that machina. But the guys fell to their knees in exhaustion. Jasmine and I didn't give up. The Oathkeeper appeared in my hand and I charged at the machina. Jasmine followed with her katana.

Suddenly, the keyblade shattered and the Vegnagun punched me. I was bleeding so bad. But I manged to get up. Emmanuel then said something like "you're bleeding. Get outta here." I shook my head and told the guys to run. . They didn't get really far.

I felt something else in my hand. It was a black feather. It belonged to Riku(don't ask why he was there, i have no idea). The Vegnagun headed my direction. Jasmine then screamed, "Sarah! Get out of there!"
But I didn't. The Vegnagun punched me and its arm went through my wound.

(Now, the weird part.)
I screamed in pain. I cried, "Father! Mother! Why have you forsaken me?"
The Vegnagun siad, "So, you're the Daughter of the Creators of Time. DIE!"
In the dream, I had died then and there.

-Sarah

Gawd, I got so pissed off at Justine and Chris V. I got so angry because they freakin' punked me. I wanted to see if I could cuss out someone in a chatroom. Chris used aim and cloned. The guy I told to burn in hell was actually him. Then, after I signed off, they told me that I got punked. They were laughing the next day.

I want to punk Chris E. But, I have to get Justine, Jasmine and Chris V on it too. I doubt that will happen. Chris V said no. Justine said maybe. I haven't asked Jasmine yet. I'll call her soon cuz we've got singing lessons on saturday.