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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 03:28:11 GMT

Here I am again. Today with the help of someone, I decided to write a poem explaining about why I am too protective of myself. Maybe, I'll print it out and show it to Carlos and the others.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 01:40:58 GMT

I haven't updated this site in a long time. Heh. Well, I'll pray that Emmanuel doesn't find it. But errr........HE GETS ME SO DAMN FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really gotta take my anger out on something now. Shit...
I'd take a bullet for any of the Chris's (even if some of them don't deserve it) to just make him leave me alone!!! He won't stop even if I tell him to.

Change the subject. I had a really weird dream, again related to FF and KH. Everyone in the class of '06 went to Salesian.
Emmanuel was trying to ask me out. But I kept on saying "no" like always.
Then, a machina/machine appeared out of nowhere. It was the Vegnagun from FFX-2.

Al the girls except for me and Jasmine ran. Most of the guys except Rory, Carlos, Miguel, Chris E, Chris M. and Emmanuel ran with them.
All of us fought against that machina. But the guys fell to their knees in exhaustion. Jasmine and I didn't give up. The Oathkeeper appeared in my hand and I charged at the machina. Jasmine followed with her katana.

Suddenly, the keyblade shattered and the Vegnagun punched me. I was bleeding so bad. But I manged to get up. Emmanuel then said something like "you're bleeding. Get outta here." I shook my head and told the guys to run. . They didn't get really far.

I felt something else in my hand. It was a black feather. It belonged to Riku(don't ask why he was there, i have no idea). The Vegnagun headed my direction. Jasmine then screamed, "Sarah! Get out of there!"
But I didn't. The Vegnagun punched me and its arm went through my wound.

(Now, the weird part.)
I screamed in pain. I cried, "Father! Mother! Why have you forsaken me?"
The Vegnagun siad, "So, you're the Daughter of the Creators of Time. DIE!"
In the dream, I had died then and there.

-Sarah

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 01:19:06 GMT

I changed the song to "Don't wanna think about you" by Simple Plan.

Saturday, September 25, 2004

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 15:48:04 GMT

Today, I'm going to Chris P's birthday party. It's gonna be hella fun.

Friday, August 27, 2004

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 23:53:27 GMT

Gawd, I got so pissed off at Justine and Chris V. I got so angry because they freakin' punked me. I wanted to see if I could cuss out someone in a chatroom. Chris used aim and cloned. The guy I told to burn in hell was actually him. Then, after I signed off, they told me that I got punked. They were laughing the next day.

I want to punk Chris E. But, I have to get Justine, Jasmine and Chris V on it too. I doubt that will happen. Chris V said no. Justine said maybe. I haven't asked Jasmine yet. I'll call her soon cuz we've got singing lessons on saturday.

Sunday, August 22, 2004

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 22:07:47 GMT

Don't ask. Okay. My sister's at her friend's. And I'm okay sitting on the computer chatting with Jamsine, taking quizzes and listening to my Cds. School's tommorow. I don't want to make any new friends. Sometimes, I think I don't deseve friends at all. When I'm trying to think about what I did in my life, they keep bothering me.

During those times, I want to be like a lone wolf.

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 18:52:59 GMT

I'm at my cousin's house. We're going to the zoo and I'm gonna burn Cds later. Two more days till school's start I can't wait. Heh. I don't feel so good now. I have to forgive Chris E.
"To err is human to forgive is divine."

That's true. But, that will be the last time. I'll talk to him.

-Sarah

Sunday, August 08, 2004

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 01:38:38 GMT

It's been one weird summer cuz my paranoid alerts haven't been going on lately. I guess that's a good sign that I'm sorta normal. But still, it feels weird cuz I can't put my trust in anyone so quickly anymore. Oh well, I'll figure out what's happening to me when school starts up.

Friday, July 30, 2004

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 02:39:43 GMT

I'm so bored. I've been getting emails because of my fanfic. Yes, a fanfic. That's 34 reviews and 12 chapters. Oh yeah! I have to freakin' update The New Destiny. Don't worry. Chris E dies in chapter 17. Mwahahahahahahaha!!!

I have no regrets on putting that up. He is a jerk anyway.

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 00:21:53 GMT

I swear that I'll never talk to CE ever again. Never. He's been the source of all my anger. That sad excuse of a person. I doesn't understand. All he freakin' cares about is himself and his reputation.

I'm not allowed to curse anymore. That sucks. Cuz I was gonna take all my anger out on Chris E than everyone else. He's the reason everyone is against each other. I was so stupid not to notice that until now. Talk about a bleeding heart.

Bleeding hearts...most people have no idea what that is. Most people don't ahve it. There is only a few people in my class that have those. I'm one of them. Bleeding heart is when a person cares too much and can't stand conflict like me.

We warned everyone that there would be conflicts. But, no one listened to me and Jasmine. And look what happened. There are conflicts.

-Sarah